when to springdale for my phatoon gathering

we have so much fun, those who never come

too bad lol

many gift waiting for me wahahhaha

my supper at 5am lol ... Thai style chicken

well if life going to be so much fun like today

it will be great =D

† can i wake at 9am? for zoo

design by jun meng, Sean

this week really rot at home all day long ....wake up, sleep

bath, play, stone, listening to music

if life is going to like i rather go and die.

† 4 more days to new year .

when to yacht club just now..

sorry leslie never meet you

well nothing much to say about,

donnno why have this kind of funny funny feeling

maybe too much things happen in this month

almost everyday having headache

maybe there is really something wrong with me

"yawns"

guess i need to see a doctor real soon

† anymore accident coming to me ?

bloody rain make me book out

at 8 pm

meet larry and the rest for dinner ,

when to pool,

after that when to helo till 3am

my face is so white lol
hais
if everyday going to rain then is hell for me
going to stay at home.

going to say byebye to my wifey
tml if the person like you,
i need to let you go
with him.
Sorry.

† no one can replace you

just want to book in as normal but....

why why why,

black cat why u want to hide and jump out

.....

went i heard the sound "BANG"

i tot u are dead but luckly u still alive,

its scare me.

haiss,

"ride safety" my friends always tell me,

and i always keep it in mind

but shit awlays happen,

and i'm runing out of luck

.....

heaven won't have me and hells afraid i will take over

thats why i still alive =D

† X-ray on my neck ?

hold on to yourself before your heart falls out.

i am forcing myself to write something because every night i find myself feeling the same ( lousy ) way ..

my eyes is heavy and i just cant get into sleep.

i don't know why. strange.

my mind must be playing tricks on me, or time, or life or whatever/whoever or anything other than that (like myself)

because i never seem to be content with anything.

i keep ploughing through everything because there must be something to what i'm doing, what i'm thinking,

what i'm feeling, what i'm saying, but is there really? i'm starting to doubt myself.

once, twice too many times to remember now.

i shouldn't keep track of stuff like that anyway. right now i'm thinking that i need to paragraph this,

but i can't because my fingers aren't listening to my head and my head isn't listening to my body,

but more importantly it isn't listening to my heart.

i guess that's why every night i feel the same way,

because everything isn't in sync and everything's falling apart,

how the hell did i even think my year was going to end on the right note.

and there i think i just solved my problem,

not like identifying it is going to do me any use anyway.

i've started blocking everyone out again, i'm rebuilding my defences and nobody's going to get to me

because i refuse to become another sad sob story

† Thinking...

my birthday cake =D,

it was so shock when i see my cake,

tot it will pass like last year ...

both year, my bday fall on the day i need to be back in camp,

12 dec really that unlucky ?

btw thanks ronald, cq and star

for the pizza yesterday

† thanks u mummy

SO SWEET !!!

thanks for the birthday cookie, yuting

home made cookie!!!

got money also cant buy
YAM YAM!

paranoid

am i doing the right thing ?

have i regret what i have done ?

so what if every passing minute is another chance to turn it all around,

have i choose road to go on ?

life is always like this,

is so unfair...

so just live with it

kiss slowly, forgive quickly,

forget the past, but remember what it taught you.

† one year olded

Closed off from love I didn’t need the pain Once or twice was enough And it was all in vain Time starts to pass Before you know it you’re frozen But something happened For the very first time with you My heart melts into the ground Found something true And everyone’s looking round Thinking I’m going crazy But I don’t care what they say I’m in love with you They try to pull me away But they don’t know the truth My heart’s crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open Trying hard not to hear But they talk so loud Their piercing sounds fill my ears Try to fill me with doubt Yet I know that the goal Is to keep me from falling But nothing’s greater Than the rush that comes with your embrace And in this world of loneliness I see your face Yet everyone around me Thinks that I’m going crazy,maybe, maybe But I don’t care what they say I’m in love with you They try to pull me away But they don’t know the truth My heart’s crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open And it’s draining all of me Oh they find it hard to believe I’ll be wearing these scars For everyone to see I don’t care what they say I’m in love with you They try to pull me away But they don’t know the truth My heart’s crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding-Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love

the REAL mahjoh master .... NO ONE CAN STOP HIM lol

† Golden Compass part 2 i m waiting

rain the whole morning till now .. lucky sleep the whole morining ..

going for moive later ...

†The Golden Compass here i come !!!

you guys can choose not to read my blog
i never use a gun to force you to read or what shit
don come and give comment on " wah where u steal the quote from ar"
this kind of LAMESHIT understand!!!

i only using simple english not those
chimology english and please use your brain...

† is this my friends ?

know your limits before pushing them,

If your driving do u ever wonder how many people you pass by?

your friends, family and loves one ?

† Rain again ...

our eyes are placed in front because it is more important to look ahead than to look back....

† but thinking back, issit worth it ?

the people ...

The people who are there for me

The people who I want to see

The people who I can talk to

The people who will help me when I cry

The people who will help me spy

The people who give me fashion advise

these people are my friends, they will be there to the end with me.

† right people?

chill...

me with an ape cap ... whoo hoo

when to Liquid Gold with willie, leslie and sim ... that bloody sim left us
so early... but is ok after all we still having fun there better then zouk etc..

what we looking at ? actually i also donno lol ..

trying to be funny lol

we finish it yea yeah !!! with no one drunk ...



she took my smile with her when she Left.
finding back what i have lost ...
so what will i do ?

† what a raining day !!!

I'm not really sure of the words to say

If only you knew that I feel this way

I wanna give my heart to you

Show me the way that you want me to

I know for sure there's a place for us

I'm counting the days till feel your touch

You come to me when I dream at night

When I'm with you it will be so right

If you could see the love in my eyes

You should know that I'm on your side

Ohh ohh ohh

I'd be yours you be mine

Ohh what will I do

mislead...

What happened? I’m not sure

everyone asks I tell them I don’t know

everytime I see you, you look right through me was something ever there to begin with?

Yes. No. I still can’t let go. I keep trying but you’re locked in my heart

you took my breath away with your smile you broke my heart with your silence

we laughed & talked & had so much fun but soon we will have none.

we were such good friends & that you can't deny

but now i will have to say goodbye i will miss u very much ,

i wish i never get to know you ...

† why girls cant love themself

why me ...

people lie, people die, then people sit and wonder why,

boys are bad, boys are sad, boys get upset cos the girls been had

girls are nice, girls think twice, but i wonder why boys have a price.

† God made men first,

because if he made girls first he would have stopped right there....

shit happens.

people say shit happens, yea i agree but this week

shit happen too many time, am i so unlucky ?

just caught by tp 34, wanted to fine me for my headlight but lucky

i got reason cos i just came back from thailand my bike batt is running low

BUT HE JUST WONT LET ME OFF

FINE ME FOR MY HELMET...

† 50 doller flying away

byebye

in thailand

over stress, cant believe i'm here at this place.... leaving the unconscious
memory behind at that place ....

Shoot ME PLS lol ....

fear us !!!


at this month in thailand ... the night is very cold, keeping ourself
warm with this small fire.



the food is waiting for us !

the shagg amry boy lol ...

leaving this behind, remember you were mine but now you

have gone, i have to let it go ...

† hospital here i come

such a windy night ....

seeing through the sky, watching the time pass by, wind in my face,

nothing in its place,

all or the world slipping away, moving slowly each and everyday,

beautiful flowers growing in the grass, where to go, no one knows,

where should i be, only the future can see,

the ringing of the bells, can never tell me the tales.

† blow everything away please