eat right, stay healthy, die.anyway

i'm BACK AGAIN

2009-04-06T03:56:00.008+08:00

hey people sorry for super late update

hmmm is like going to one year ya ? lol

still haven update the picture i take in turkey

guess will not update here lol think back is kindly

tooo late =x

† i'm back WAHAHAHAH

Beautiful - Akon

2008-06-26T00:13:00.004+08:00

leave me alone .....

i hate to come back to this blog

why this happen again

really hate this feeling

no one can understand

THE FIRST TIME

YOU DON'T PICK UP MY CALL

REALLY BREAK MY HEART

hais

what can i do now ?

sleep?

bet?

work out ?

go for a run ?

anyone can ans me now ?

NO ONE

been so unlucky all the way till i back

from turkey

PLEASE DON'T KEEP THINGS FROM ME

IT REALLY HATE ME ALOT

† will upload the photo soon

2008-05-16T20:23:00.006+08:00

well many thing pass by very fast even a new shop a new work place ,

people i have see before i ord and after ...

SORRY
really
as you said to me is just a camera but why would i say that ?
cos i don't want you to be sad thats why i say i getting you a camera
but you take it as i think is just a camera
i really very ...
but i still want to say Sorry dear,

do take care of yourself ,i wll be missing you ... Hug!

† shit happens everytime going overseas

2008-04-26T02:46:00.002+08:00

heyhey lol

it been a long time since i last blog

been busying OT no time to update

let me see ....

well, i not a rider anymore cos i sold my bike,

thinking of getting another one but think back is very dangerous to me lol

must thnk of my family, my honey and friends ...

guess i quit riding now ...

and HAPPY BDAY LARRY =D

more to update about my new work place etc

† cant wait to see you sweet

2008-03-08T19:00:00.006+08:00

ORD

after 2 years this day has come,

the day that every man wish to come

and is TODAY

ORD lo hahah

my love one

† wish everything will pass normally

2008-03-04T21:00:00.003+08:00

last friday, dear celebrate

her brithday at ahloha.

my dear birthday cake

well, i have nothing much to say

cos i'm rushing back to back haha

but last and not lest i know

she enjoy her day =D

† i miss you

2008-02-18T02:15:00.008+08:00

when out with dear yesterday

and we watch

"L" Change The World,

i tot is out on the 21 february

but is out at lido already

we meet glenn for dinner ,
we have Korea food,
and is DEAR FAVOURITE lol

Korea " lian Kao " and Korea style sushi !!

my sweety
i hope i can make you smile wherever u are, muack <3

after dinner we when over to glenn work place,
waiting for him to ends his work,
and we when to club at PLAY.
...

† booking in for my last gurad duty

2008-02-15T17:29:00.007+08:00

me and my DEAR jaslyn,

sometime feeling can't replace

by words i now know how does it feel .

we have our lunch at chatter box

it been a long time i haven been there..

from this

to this ....

a little gift to my dear jasyln

thanks missy for the hardwork =D

you are not forgotten

love this very much ...

from her =D

spending her night doing this and don't want to sleep even

she is damn tired after OT

so sweet of you dear !!!

when i saw you i knew you love this flower very much..

† thanks dear love yaaa

2008-02-12T22:07:00.000+08:00

guess who ?

been busy this few days .. helping out in my friends shop

.. but got good ang bao lol

thank jaslyn acompany me to my unlce house

if not i'm bored to dead,

guess we have fun that day ya ? miss ya soooo much =x

† ans = jaslyn !!!!

2008-02-07T02:28:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

my little FAT SIS lol

reunion dinner with my godma

and larry family

nothing much today just lose some money wahah to those people who aim me =(

† tomorrow will be a better day =D

2008-02-06T06:48:00.000+08:00

just came back from balai, over there if you have 200 doller

you are millionaire, everything is count by 1k, 10 k lol

*bak ku tea* all time favor over there ... nothing much to eat argh

old school cigarette cant found in singapore already ...

on my way back to singapore ...such a beautiful view

over at balai is so bored .. cant sleep, lucky still got someone

acompany me sms to kill time =D

THANK YOU

jaslyn in the dark can you see her ?

meet jaslyn at 1am in the morning , we walk through the whole

seatosa haha, after that we slack outside vivo till 6 am =D

† so when is our next trip ?

2008-02-04T03:21:00.000+08:00

this is true

Jaslyn

2 edited photo ... bored

today is a bad bad day ... rain the whole morning till afternoon

lucky i wake up at 3 plus lol, when to queenway get my contact lens.

halfway there rain again and is like wtf ... reach the shopping center

like just came out from swimming pool ...

reunion dinner

starve myself just for this dinner ...

its been a long time, we haven been eating together

† 2h to go, bye sg

2008-02-01T02:36:00.000+08:00

edited yesterday

was chatting with joie somedays ago and we found out that our display picture

almost look the same but is only looking left and right lol

so i desided to do something about it ...

it was so bored, and time passed very slow still got one more month to go

hais. have to book in tomorrow for that stupid BBQ..

† stupid imeem cant load the song i want arghhh

2008-01-26T06:07:00.001+08:00

Thanks angeline

fixing my blog,

she is right... girl know this better.

well well well

6.12am

sleeping time lol

† Yawnss

2008-01-26T04:02:00.000+08:00

just a normal AOC and i injure my hand =(

kao, why so unlucky ... lol

i'm so confuse now donno what happen to my blog

can anyone help me out there ?

when double O just now with leslie and willy .

† blah blah blah, slap me

2008-01-24T12:36:00.000+08:00

it seem like a month, since i last blog lol

so busy thinking what should i do

after serving ns. since i came back from Thailand,

i feel that, there is something not right but i still cant find it ,

hais I'm tired just stop giving me problem will do ...

† 1 month 16 days

2008-01-11T19:50:00.000+08:00

edited by sean

I'm so into human pet ... people out there join facebook now ...

a raining afternoon got a call from my campany

telling me that OC going to give me extra ...

ask me to find him on monday and thats is wtf lo!!!

† Club tonight yeah!!!

Happy New Year!!!!

2008-01-01T21:29:00.000+08:00

when to the twins yang " jian and Kang " for bbq yesterday.

just outside the house we have our pit there.

the " CHAO TA " garlic bread

well this the only thing i bbq yesterday

and is " CHAO TA " haha

i was there to eat and eat .

another year have pass,

a new year has come,

will the unlucky things just gone by the wind blow ?

hope the journey of my life will be fragrant with new opportunities

but not area clearing tomorrow at camp -_-'''

† b◙◙king in now shag

2007-12-29T05:18:00.000+08:00

when to springdale for my phatoon gathering

we have so much fun, those who never come

too bad lol

many gift waiting for me wahahhaha

my supper at 5am lol ... Thai style chicken

well if life going to be so much fun like today

it will be great =D

† can i wake at 9am? for zoo

2007-12-28T03:08:00.000+08:00

design by jun meng, Sean

this week really rot at home all day long ....wake up, sleep

bath, play, stone, listening to music

if life is going to like i rather go and die.

† 4 more days to new year .

2007-12-25T07:12:00.000+08:00

when to yacht club just now..

sorry leslie never meet you

well nothing much to say about,

donnno why have this kind of funny funny feeling

maybe too much things happen in this month

almost everyday having headache

maybe there is really something wrong with me

"yawns"

guess i need to see a doctor real soon

† anymore accident coming to me ?

2007-12-22T03:15:00.000+08:00

bloody rain make me book out

at 8 pm

meet larry and the rest for dinner ,

when to pool,

after that when to helo till 3am

my face is so white lol
hais
if everyday going to rain then is hell for me
going to stay at home.

going to say byebye to my wifey
tml if the person like you,
i need to let you go
with him.
Sorry.

† no one can replace you

2007-12-19T13:08:00.000+08:00

just want to book in as normal but....

why why why,

black cat why u want to hide and jump out

.....

went i heard the sound "BANG"

i tot u are dead but luckly u still alive,

its scare me.

haiss,

"ride safety" my friends always tell me,

and i always keep it in mind

but shit awlays happen,

and i'm runing out of luck

.....

heaven won't have me and hells afraid i will take over

thats why i still alive =D

† X-ray on my neck ?

hold on to yourself before your heart falls out.

2007-12-15T02:05:00.000+08:00

i am forcing myself to write something because every night i find myself feeling the same ( lousy ) way ..

my eyes is heavy and i just cant get into sleep.

i don't know why. strange.

my mind must be playing tricks on me, or time, or life or whatever/whoever or anything other than that (like myself)

because i never seem to be content with anything.

i keep ploughing through everything because there must be something to what i'm doing, what i'm thinking,

what i'm feeling, what i'm saying, but is there really? i'm starting to doubt myself.

once, twice too many times to remember now.

i shouldn't keep track of stuff like that anyway. right now i'm thinking that i need to paragraph this,

but i can't because my fingers aren't listening to my head and my head isn't listening to my body,

but more importantly it isn't listening to my heart.

i guess that's why every night i feel the same way,

because everything isn't in sync and everything's falling apart,

how the hell did i even think my year was going to end on the right note.

and there i think i just solved my problem,

not like identifying it is going to do me any use anyway.

i've started blocking everyone out again, i'm rebuilding my defences and nobody's going to get to me

because i refuse to become another sad sob story

† Thinking...

2007-12-13T22:59:00.000+08:00

my birthday cake =D,

it was so shock when i see my cake,

tot it will pass like last year ...

both year, my bday fall on the day i need to be back in camp,

12 dec really that unlucky ?

btw thanks ronald, cq and star

for the pizza yesterday

† thanks u mummy

2007-12-12T00:11:00.000+08:00

SO SWEET !!!

thanks for the birthday cookie, yuting

home made cookie!!!

got money also cant buy
YAM YAM!

paranoid

am i doing the right thing ?

have i regret what i have done ?

so what if every passing minute is another chance to turn it all around,

have i choose road to go on ?

life is always like this,

is so unfair...

so just live with it

kiss slowly, forgive quickly,

forget the past, but remember what it taught you.

† one year olded

Closed off from love I didn’t need the pain Once or twice was enough And it was all in vain Time starts to pass Before you know it you’re frozen But something happened For the very first time with you My heart melts into the ground Found something true And everyone’s looking round Thinking I’m going crazy But I don’t care what they say I’m in love with you They try to pull me away But they don’t know the truth My heart’s crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open Trying hard not to hear But they talk so loud Their piercing sounds fill my ears Try to fill me with doubt Yet I know that the goal Is to keep me from falling But nothing’s greater Than the rush that comes with your embrace And in this world of loneliness I see your face Yet everyone around me Thinks that I’m going crazy,maybe, maybe But I don’t care what they say I’m in love with you They try to pull me away But they don’t know the truth My heart’s crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open And it’s draining all of me Oh they find it hard to believe I’ll be wearing these scars For everyone to see I don’t care what they say I’m in love with you They try to pull me away But they don’t know the truth My heart’s crippled by the vein That I keep on closing You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding-Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love I keep bleeding I keep, keep bleeding love Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love You cut me open and I Keep bleeding Keep, keep bleeding love

2007-12-10T04:44:00.000+08:00

the REAL mahjoh master .... NO ONE CAN STOP HIM lol

† Golden Compass part 2 i m waiting

2007-12-09T17:43:00.000+08:00

rain the whole morning till now .. lucky sleep the whole morining ..

going for moive later ...

†The Golden Compass here i come !!!

2007-12-09T02:23:00.000+08:00

you guys can choose not to read my blog
i never use a gun to force you to read or what shit
don come and give comment on " wah where u steal the quote from ar"
this kind of LAMESHIT understand!!!

i only using simple english not those
chimology english and please use your brain...

† is this my friends ?

2007-12-08T16:16:00.000+08:00

know your limits before pushing them,

If your driving do u ever wonder how many people you pass by?

your friends, family and loves one ?

† Rain again ...

2007-12-07T13:44:00.000+08:00

our eyes are placed in front because it is more important to look ahead than to look back....

† but thinking back, issit worth it ?

the people ...

2007-12-07T02:34:00.000+08:00

The people who are there for me

The people who I want to see

The people who I can talk to

The people who will help me when I cry

The people who will help me spy

The people who give me fashion advise

these people are my friends, they will be there to the end with me.

† right people?

chill...

2007-12-06T04:19:00.000+08:00

me with an ape cap ... whoo hoo

when to Liquid Gold with willie, leslie and sim ... that bloody sim left us
so early... but is ok after all we still having fun there better then zouk etc..

what we looking at ? actually i also donno lol ..

trying to be funny lol

we finish it yea yeah !!! with no one drunk ...

she took my smile with her when she Left.
finding back what i have lost ...
so what will i do ?

† what a raining day !!!

I'm not really sure of the words to say

If only you knew that I feel this way

I wanna give my heart to you

Show me the way that you want me to

I know for sure there's a place for us

I'm counting the days till feel your touch

You come to me when I dream at night

When I'm with you it will be so right

If you could see the love in my eyes

You should know that I'm on your side

Ohh ohh ohh

I'd be yours you be mine

Ohh what will I do

mislead...

2007-12-04T19:50:00.000+08:00

What happened? I’m not sure

everyone asks I tell them I don’t know

everytime I see you, you look right through me was something ever there to begin with?

Yes. No. I still can’t let go. I keep trying but you’re locked in my heart

you took my breath away with your smile you broke my heart with your silence

we laughed & talked & had so much fun but soon we will have none.

we were such good friends & that you can't deny

but now i will have to say goodbye i will miss u very much ,

i wish i never get to know you ...

† why girls cant love themself

why me ...

2007-12-04T04:57:00.000+08:00

people lie, people die, then people sit and wonder why,

boys are bad, boys are sad, boys get upset cos the girls been had

girls are nice, girls think twice, but i wonder why boys have a price.

† God made men first,

because if he made girls first he would have stopped right there....

shit happens.

2007-12-03T16:34:00.000+08:00

people say shit happens, yea i agree but this week

shit happen too many time, am i so unlucky ?

just caught by tp 34, wanted to fine me for my headlight but lucky

i got reason cos i just came back from thailand my bike batt is running low

BUT HE JUST WONT LET ME OFF

FINE ME FOR MY HELMET...

† 50 doller flying away

byebye

in thailand

2007-12-03T07:09:00.000+08:00

over stress, cant believe i'm here at this place.... leaving the unconscious
memory behind at that place ....

Shoot ME PLS lol ....

fear us !!!

at this month in thailand ... the night is very cold, keeping ourself
warm with this small fire.

the food is waiting for us !

the shagg amry boy lol ...

leaving this behind, remember you were mine but now you

have gone, i have to let it go ...

† hospital here i come

such a windy night ....

2007-12-02T06:43:00.000+08:00

seeing through the sky, watching the time pass by, wind in my face,

nothing in its place,

all or the world slipping away, moving slowly each and everyday,

beautiful flowers growing in the grass, where to go, no one knows,

where should i be, only the future can see,

the ringing of the bells, can never tell me the tales.

† blow everything away please

accident again ....

2007-11-30T02:28:00.000+08:00

yang kang new mini cooper s

accident again ... can i say that i'm lucky that i still alive ?
or unlucky cos i need to repair my bike ? whos cares ?
guess no one ...

not even a soul...

yet i need to wait and wait ...

well, i always waiting but .....................

sometimes you must get so weak to realise you are so strong, is that true?

whos knows? anyone?

today have pass, neither boring day have come.

should i smile, cos your my friend, or cry..

cos that's all we'll ever be?

† food poisoning

so unwell

2007-11-29T02:21:00.000+08:00

eating a meal for today is enuff for me, no mood for everything

stoning, listening to music ... so ever whatever.

things change very fast, mood, feeling, the things around you.

if i have to be who i am and what i am is lost, then who am i ?

† same old shit again

I see you, beside me

It's only a dream Wishing a part you'll still beThe laughter,

the sorrow Pictures in time Fading to memory How could I ever let you go Isn't too late to let it show

That I come to run from your side But this place I hideIt only reminds me of you

When i turn out of the light Even the nightIt only reminds me of youI

needed my freedom This what I've thought

But I was a fool to believeMy heart breaks while you cry

Rivers of tears But I was too blind to see

How could I ever let you go Isn't too late to let you show

That I come to run from your side But this place I hideIt only reminds me of you

When I turn out of the light

Even the nightIt only reminds me of you Only you...

Please come back to me I'm down on my knees God give me strength...

That I come to run from your side But this place I hide It only reminds me of you

When I turn out of the light Even the night It only reminds me of you

back to this unconscious place

2007-11-28T04:38:00.000+08:00

back in sg not long ago, making me so unconscious went i reach here again.

having 2 week of training in thailand make me miss u even more.

thinking of calling u but no words coming out from me.

i may look strong but deep down inside i'm weak ...

let fate choose our way